Sabtu, 28 Juni 2014

MY ENGLISH SKILL

English is an important language in the world and many country make English as their daily language. English language lesson was given by teacher since elementary school. My opinion about my english skill is not to bad. Since i’m in elementary school i was practice my english skill accompanying english course. English course helps me to habituated speak in english and also gives me much new vocabulary.
English skill is not only can speak well in english but also writing, reading and listening well in english. I think my skill to write or read in english is well enough. Sometimes we feels clumsy to try speak in english because we are too care about grammar and another rules.
I usually accelerate my english skill like watch movie without translate in Indonesia language, listen and try to  understand pronouncing from the western songs. I think now my english skill little bit go down. This condition maybe happen beacuse i rarely to practice my english skill in speaking, reading, and writing. I will be start to accompanying english course again to accelerate my english skill especially in conversation.

MY OWN GOALS AFTER GRADUATING

Graduate from University one of the best and awaited moment in my life. There is much plans i want to do after graduated. Everyone definitely want to graduated as soon as possible and could get job which agree with our ability and skill.
After graduated i would working in Direktorat Jenderal Perpajakan.  Yes, i’m interested in taxation. Indeed i want to be a taxation consultant. To made it happen, from now i was accompanying taxation c ourse at IAI (Ikatan Akuntan Indonesia). There is different count between accountancy and taxation. The difference made me interested to understand further.
When i felt my finance enough for defrayed my study abroad, i would took school of design in London or Milan. Yes of course i want to be a designer indeed.  Fashion is my passion, i love everything about fashion. By fashion we can expression our self. Fashion is about you whatever people judge. I hope my wish will be really happen in whole day, ya i’m sure that’s will be nice.

Senin, 21 April 2014

Story of the Name of Cities in Indonesia

MALANG




The name " Malang " is still researched its origins by historians. Malangkucecwara written on the emblem of the city, according to one hypothesis is the name of a sacred building. The name it self is sacred buildings found in two inscriptions of King Balitung of Central Java, the inscription Mantyasih in 907, and the 908 inscriptions found in one place between Surabaya - Malang. However, where is the real sacred buildings Malangkucecwara it, historians are still not getting the deal. The parties expect that the location of sacred buildings in the area is mountain Buring, the mountains stretching to the east of the city of Malang where there is a mountain peak named Malang. Proof of the correctness of this conjecture is still underway as it turns out, to the west of the city of Malang also there is a mountain named Malang. Malangkucecwara name consists of three words, namely mala meaning fraud, falsehood, and falsehood ; angkuca which means destroying or destroy; and Icwara which means " God ". Thus, Malangkucecwara means " God has destroyed the evil ".

Previous hypotheses, perhaps in contrast to the opinion of Malang suspect that the name is derived from the word "Denied" or "hinder" ( in Javanese means Malang ). Once Sunan Mataram who wants to spread its influence to the East Java has been trying to occupy the area of ​​Malang. Residents of the area to fight a great war. Therefore Sunan Mataram assume that the local people to obstruct, deny or poor on the intent of Sunan Mataram. Since then, the area was named Malang.


SALATIGA







Salatiga is small city in Central Java, Indonesia and located between Semarang  and Surakarta city.  It situated at the foot of Merbabu and Telomoyo Mount, and has a relatively cool climate due to its elevated position. This city has a history of why it is called Salatiga.  And this is the story …

Once upon a time, there was a king his name is Adipati Pandanarang II, who governed Semarang as regent. His people loved him very much because he was honest and wise but he loves to his exuberant wealth. The character of Adipati was heard by Sunan Kalijaga, he is a wise wali. Sunan wants to remains Pandanarang II through passing off as seller of grass and sell it to the king with very low price. Adipati just gives him 5 sen for his grass. Everyday, the king ask to the seller to put the grass into the stable but the seller inserts his money from the king between the grass. The money was found by the servant of the king and he told to his employer.

And what has done by the seller of grass makes the king angry, he felt that the seller mock him and ask to the seller why he doesn’t received the money. The seller said that he doesn’t need the wealth because it never lasting. And he also said that there was gold and diamond in the palace yard. The seller prove it to the king and the result there was gold and diamond inside it. Finally, the king knows that the seller is Sunan Kalijaga. He asks apologize to Sunan and Adipati ask to become his follower. Sunan Kalijaga agree of his idea but he must leaves his wealth. 

Adipati’s wife joined with her husband. But, she doesn’t willing to leaves her wealth and give it to the poor people. She asks to her husband to goes earlier. After that, this women saves her gold and diamond into her bamboo stick.  

The king and Sunan Kalijaga walk together but in their way they meet with three robbers.

“If you want the wealth, just wait the old women. She brings her gold and diamond in her bamboo stick,” Said Sunan Kalijaga.

Then, the queen come with her stick. Three robbers ask the women’s stick and carry away from her. The queen just cry. When she met with her husband and Sunan, she told the story to them about what happened to her.

Sunan said “ You doesn’t hear what your husband said. if you want to follow me just leave your wealth”.

To remain that tragedy, Sunan Kalijaga named the place “Salah Tiga” which literally meant  three mistakes. Salah is mistake and tiga is three.

Sunan Kalijaga said that there were three mistakes in that place, the  first is king’s mistake because he is very loves of his wealth, second is the queen’s mistake, and the last is the robbers. Day by day Salah Tiga become Salatiga.  Nowadays, this city become the busy city.  


BANYUWANGI


          In ancient times in the east end of East Java Province, there is a great empire ruled by a just and wise king. King The stout has a son named Raden Banterang. Craze Raden Banterang is hunting. "This morning I would hunt the woods. Prepare hunting tool, "said Raden Banterang to his servants. After hunting equipment ready, Raden Banterang with some escorts to leave for the forest. When Raden Banterang walking alone, he saw a deer crossed in front of him. He immediately chase deer until deep into the woods. He separated with his escorts.

"Where a deer that all about?" Said Raden Banterang, when it lost track of his quarry. "I'll continue to search until it can be," his determination. Raden Banterang through the bush and forest trees. However, the game was not found. He arrived at a river water is very clear. "Hem, very fresh water of this river," Raden Banterang drinking water of the river, to feel lost thirst. After that, he left river. But only a few steps to walk, suddenly startled the arrival of a beautiful girl. "Ha? A beautiful girl? Was she a human? Perhaps forest guardian devil, "muttered Banterang Raden wondered. Raden Banterang ventured to approach that beautiful girl. "You're human or forest watchman?" Raden Banterang said. "I'm human," she replied with a smile. Raden Banterang even introduce himself. Pretty girl for him. "My name is Surati, i’m derived from kingdom of Klungkung". "I was in this place for saving themselves from enemy attack. My father had died in defense of the royal crown, "she explained. Listening to the girl, Raden Banterang absurdly surprised. Seeing the suffering of the King of Klungkung's daughter, Raden Banterang immediate help and took her back to the palace. Soon they were married build happy family.

One day, the daughter of the King of Klungkung take a walk outside the palace alone. "Surati! Surati! ", Calling a man dressed in rags. After watched the man's face, she realized that that was in front of her was older brother named Rupaksa. Rupaksa intentions is to invites his sister to take revenge, because Raden Banterang killed father. Surarti tell that she would have been married Raden Banterang indebted. By doing so, Surati not want to help call his brother. Rupaksa angry to hear the answer . However, it could provide a memories to Surati to a headband. "This headband should you keep under your bed, "message Rupaksa. Surati to the meeting with his brother is not known by Raden Banterang,  because Raden Banterang was hunting in the forest. When Raden Banterang be in the middle of the forest, his eyes suddenly startled by the arrival of a man dressed in rags. "My lord, Raden Banterang. your Safety danger planned by the host's own wife, "said the man. 'You can see the evidence, by looking at a headband that is placed under the dusk. The headband belonging to the man who asked for help to kill the Lord, " he explained. After saying those words, the man was dressed in rags mysteriously disappeared. Raden Banterang alarmed to hear reports of mysterious men that. He was immediately returned to the palace. After arriving at the palace, Raden  Banterang direct the dusk toward his wife. Looking headband that has been told by men rags that have been encountered in the forest. "Ha! True said that man! This headband as proof! You want to kill me with a plan for help to the owner of this headband! "accused Raden Banterang to his wife. "Is that you repay me? "said Raden Banterang." Do not just accused. Adina at all did not intend to kill Kakanda, let alone ask for help to a man! "replied

Surati. However Raden Banterang remain at its founding, that his wife ever helped it would endanger his life. Well, before his life is threatened, Raden Banterang first want to harm his wife. Raden Banterang intending to drown her in a river. After arriving The river, Raden Banterang told about a meeting with a man in rags when hunting in the woods. The wife also told about meeting with a man dressed in rags as described her husband. "The man is the older brother of Adina. It was he who gave a headband to Adina, "Surati to explain again, so Raden Banterang yield his heart. However, Raden Banterang continue to believe that she would harm himself. "Kakanda my husband! Open your heart and feelings Kakanda! Adina would die for Kakanda safety. But give the opportunity for Adina to tell Adina meeting concerning the older brother named Rupaksa, "said Surati warned."My brother will kill Kakanda ! Adina demand help, but Adina reject". Hearing this, the liquid heart Raden Banterang not even consider she lied . "Kakanda! If the river water becomes clear and fragrant smell, Adina mean innocent! However, if it remains cloudy and foul odor, meaning Adina guilty! "said Surati. Raden Banterang she considers it ridiculous remark there. So, Raden Banterang immediately drew his dagger tucked in his waist. Along the same, Write to jump into the river and disappeared. Not long ago, there was a miracle. Nan fragrant smell spread around the river. Seeing the incident, Raden Banterang cried in a trembling voice. "My wife does not sin! Fragrant water this time! "How sorry Raden Banterang. He bemoaned death of his wife, and regretting his folly. But it was too late. Since then, the river becomes fragrant. In the Java language called Banyuwangi. Banyu meaning meaning fragrant water and fragrant. The name later became the name of the town of Banyuwangi




SURABAYA





Previously, in the vast sea of ​​frequent fights between sharks Sura with Crocodile. They fight just because of fighting over prey. Both are equally strong, equally deft, equally smart, equally fierce, and are equally greedy. Already many times they fight has never been anyone else winning or losing. Eventually they entered into an agreement.

"I'm tired of constantly fighting, Crocodile," said Sura fish.

"Me too, Sura. What should we do so that we no longer fight, "said Vera.

Sura Shark who already have rertcana to stop Fight with Crocodile immediately explained.

"To prevent a fight between us, we should divide the territory into two. I am able sepenuhnyadi in water and must find prey in the water, while you power on the mainland and prey must be located on the mainland. As the boundary between land and water, we set the limit, ie the place reached by sea water when the tide! "

"Whether I agree with that idea!" Said the Crocodile.

With the division of territory, it is no longer a fight between Sura and Crocodile. Both have agreed to honor their respective territories.

But one day, Shark find prey in the river Sura. This is done by stealth for Crocodiles do not know. At first it memarig not get caught. But one day Crocodile Shark caught doing this Sura. Of course, very angry seeing Crocodile Shark Sura breaking his promise.

"Hi Sura, why do you break the rules we agreed together? Why do you dare to enter the river which is the area of ​​mercy? "Asked Vera.

Shark Sura did not feel guilty calm. "I violated the agreement? Is not this river water.

Did not I tell that I was the ruler in the water? Well, this river is it is water, so it also includes areas mercy, "Shark said Sura.

"What? The river was' curry place on land, while the regional powers in the sea, meaning the river is an area of ​​my power! "Crocodile insisted.

"No way. I "do not ever tell you that in water only sea water, but river water," Shark said Sura.

"You're deliberately looking for trouble, Sura?"

"No! I think the reason is strong enough and I was in the right! "Said Sura.

"You deliberately outsmart me. I'm not as stupid as you think! "Said the crocodile was getting angry.

"I do not care you're stupid or smart, the important river water and sea water is my power!" Sura still do not want to lose.

"Then you really mean to lie to me? Thus our agreement null and void! Who has the most powerful force, he shall become the sole ruler! "Said the Crocodile.

"Fighting again, who fear!" Challenged Sura with middle.

Fierce fight between Sura and Crocodile Shark happen again. The battle this time more exciting and powerful. Hit each other and pouncing, biting and hitting each other. In an instant, the water around it became red with blood coming out from the wounds of both the animal. They continued to fight desperately with no break at all.

In this fierce battle, Crocodile Shark bites Sura get on base of its tail to the right. Furthermore, their tails are always forced to turn to the left. While fish is also tergigiut Sura until nearly severed tail and fish Sura returned to the ocean. Crocodiles have been satisfied to maintain the area.

The battle between Shark named Sura with Crocodile is very memorable in the hearts of the people of Surabaya. Hence, the name of Surabaya always been associated with this event. From this incident and then made the symbol of Surabaya Municipality is drawing sura fish and crocodiles.

However There is also a opinion comes from the word Surabaya Sura and Baya. Sura means Jaya Baya meant danger or safe, so Surabaya means survivors face the danger. The danger in question is attack Tar-tar soldiers who want to punish the King Java. Should Kertanegara convicted is because Kertanegara already been killed, then stormed by the army Jayakatwang Tar-tar. After defeating Jayakatwang people Tar-Tar seize property and dozens of beautiful girls to take to China. Raden Wijaya sepereti not bear this. With a sniper tactics, Raden Wijaya attack soldiers at the port of Tar-Tar Edge Galuh until they withdrew back to China.

Furthermore, from the days events Raden Wijaya victory is defined as the anniversary of Surabaya.

Surabaya seemed destined to continue in turmoil. On 10 november 1945 is proof of identity citizens of Surabaya that is the courage to face danger British and Dutch attacks.

At the present, fighting battles and ground water areas continues. At the time of the rainy season arrives sometimes flood control of the city of Surabaya. In the dry season sometimes tenpat-place pool of water into dry land. That Surabaya.

  
PALEMBANG





In ancient times, the area of ​​South Sumatra and Jambi province in the form of some unique wilderness and beautiful. Dozens of large and small rivers originating from the Bukit Barisan, the mountains around Mount Dempo, and Lake Ranau flows in the region.Thus, the region known as the Batanghari Nine. Major rivers that flow in the region include Komering River, River Lematang, Ogan River, River Rawas, and several rivers that empty into the Musi River. There are two Musi River which empties into the sea in an adjacent area, the River Musi to Palembang and the Musi River through Banyuasin somewhat to the north.

Since many major rivers, lowland areas of the circular of Jambi, South Sumatra, Lampung province to an area that has many small lakes. The origin of small lakes that are flooded marsh at high tide the sea water. While the city of Palembang, known now by history is a river island in Malay. Small island was a hill named Bukit Seguntang Mahameru.

The uniqueness of the place other than a dense forest rimbanya and many small lakes, and many flowers that thrive throughout the region was inhabited by a goddess with her ladies-in-waiting. Goddess was called Princess Goda. Actually, she was named Princess Ayu Sundari. Goddess and her ladies-in-waiting that inhabit the jungle forests, slopes, and the peak of Bukit Barisan and the islands now known as Malaysia. They love to come to the area to mingle and Nine Batanghari bathe in lakes, crystal clear rivers, or coastal area, ramps, and length.

Because of the large river which empties into the sea, then in those days the voyagers easily fit through the rivers to the deep, even to the foot of the mountains, which was fertile and prosperous area. Then there was communication between the traders, including traders from China with the locals. The area became crowded by locals with trading between dealers. As a result, the goddess of heaven was annoyed and look elsewhere.

Meanwhile, many people come around the River Musi to make a home there. Because South Sumatra is a swampy lowland, the inhabitants make a house called the raft.

At that time the Mount Seguntang Mahameru man in the spotlight because the land is fertile and the various interest bodies in the area. Bukit Sungai Melayu Seguntang Mahameru place is also famous.

Therefore, people who have lived in River Malays, especially the city of Palembang, now calling themselves the River Malay population, which then turned into a pen Malay seat.

According to the old Malay, said hollow means that many low-lying flooded, sometimes drowning sometimes dry. Thus, the highland people who want to Palembang would often say to me Lembang. So did the immigrants who entered the River Musi said it would be to Lembang.

Once when Princess Ayu Sundari and his retinue are still in Bukit Seguntang Mahameru, there is a ship that crashed on the coast of southern Sumatra. Three sisters were there was the son of Alexander the king. They survived the crash and stranded on the Mount Seguntang Mahameru.

They welcomed daughter Sundari Ayu. Alexander the king's eldest son, the Sapurba later married Princess Ayu Sundari and her two brothers married the daughter's family.

Because living in Bukit Sungai Seguntang Mahameru Malay, then the Sapurba and his wife claimed to be Malay. Their offspring then develop and participate in local activities Lembang. Lembang name more famous. Then when people want to Lembang always said it would be to Palembang. Said an old Malay pa in the show area or location. Economic growth is increasingly crowded. Musi river and into the path of the River Musi Banyuasin per strong trade known to other countries. Lembang name was changed to Palembang.


Sumber :


Subject Verb Agreement (Even)

1. There are much books in the library.
     Answer : There are many books in the library.
2. A group of students are discussing the homeworks.
     Answer : A group of students is discussing the homeworks.
3. The president of Iran or the president of Turkey are attending the meeting.
     Answer : Either the president of Iran or the president of Turkey is attending the meeting.
4. Neither they nor my sons never does the school task.
     Answer : Neither they nor my sons never do the school task.
5. Not only my mother, but also my father have been in London.
     Answer : Not only my mother, but also my father has been in London.

Senin, 24 Maret 2014

Tugas Bahasa Inggris Bisnis 2 (artikel)

Election campaigning: A
human rights perspective 
Harison Citrawan, The Jakarta Post, Jakarta | Election Watch | Wed, March 19 2014, 8:00 AM

In the next several weeks, our public sphere will be filled with news covering the election campaigns of candidates competing for seats in local and national legislative councils. 

As part of the general election process, the direct election campaign arguably plays a significant role in shaping people’s perceptions and to a certain extent their voting behavior.

Considering such a role, the law governs a rather restrictive policy to delimit a campaign’s content and method.

An election campaign is basically a communicative activity. There must be a certain message to be delivered intentionally by the campaigners as communicators, to the people as an audience. Under the 2012 Elections Law, the election campaign is defined as an activity by the contestant to convince the voters through conveying her/his vision, mission and program. 

Furthermore, Article 77 of the law says general election campaigning ought to be considered a part of the public’s political education and should be conducted in a responsible manner. This is to say that every political campaign during a general election should be considered as not exclusively a contest for political powers to conserve or to compete for the chair, but also as a reflection of a politically functioning autonomous public sphere. As a result, political campaigns during the general election ought to be constructed within the ambit of protecting people’s right to take part in public affairs.

Nevertheless, based on qualitative research conducted by the Human Rights Research and Development Agency about political campaigns, a lack of comprehension regarding human rights values during the election campaign by campaigners and general election committees, both the Election Supervisory Committee (Bawaslu) and the General Elections Commission (KPU), may cause human rights violations during an election campaign, hence failing to protect people’s right to effectively take part in public affairs (Balitbangham, 2012). 

As a consequence of this, there has to be an assurance these parties will adopt human rights values in making policies and decisions.

Based on a human rights standpoint, the interrelatedness of election campaigns and the right to take part in public affairs could be enshrined, as the Human Rights Committee of the International Covenant on Civil and Political Rights comments, during election campaigns: “Voters should be able to form opinions independently, free of violence or the threat of violence, compulsion, inducement or manipulative interference of any kind.” 

From such a wording, it can be concluded that candidates are prohibited from using any kind of “power” during the election campaign, whether authorized or not, that may incur an unjustified interference to people’s freedom to choose. 

At this point, we must highlight the prevalence of any type of political oppression against minorities and vulnerable groups during the election campaign.

Subsequently, as the right to freedom of thought and information is an essential element of election campaigns, the Human Rights Committee argues that, “The free communication of information and ideas about public and political issues between citizens, candidates and elected representatives is essential. This implies a free press and other media being able to comment on public issues without censorship or restraint and to inform public opinion.” 

In practice, the committee added the freedom of political activities — including an election campaign — requires the full enjoyment of and respect for the right to “engage in political activity individually or through political parties and other organizations, to debate public affairs, to hold peaceful demonstrations and meetings, to criticize and oppose, to publish political material, to campaign for elections and to advertise political ideas”.

As we have drawn the nexus between election campaigns and other fundamental freedoms, the practice of campaigning by legislative candidates (or their campaign teams) ought be conducted within the ambit of human rights. 

Arguably, the persuasive nature of election campaigns shall not obstruct the aforementioned principles acknowledged in human rights law. 

To sum up, a good election campaign shall bring good quality voters. By placing election campaigns as a form of political education under the human rights framework, the people, on the other hand, may consider this as a part of their rights, which can make them become politically conscious. 

From now on, the people must weigh the quality of legislative candidates during the election campaign period from the standpoint of their right to take part in public affairs. 

Given a significant role of political parties during election time, they must act as “duty bearers” in terms of fulfilling the public’s right to political education. 

This election campaign period should be seized by every contestant and political party.

The writer works at the Human Rights Research and Development Agency under the Law and Human Rights Ministry. The views expressed are personal.

Notes:
Present tense
Past tense
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Rabu, 19 Maret 2014

Finally Meet London (make a story)

I have sister her name is Jane. She studying at one of collage in London, UK. She got a scholarship to London two years ago. She choose Economi for her majority. Jane usually go home once a year. My sister Jane went to town yesterday. She bought many souvenir from London one year ago. She always tell me about the London anytime we chat. London has many beautiful places to visit. There are hundreds of ancient castles in Great Britain and they are popular tourist attractions. The most visit place in London is The London Eye and it was designed by British architects. However, it wasn’t made in Great Britain at all! The main parts of The Eye were built in Holland. It was opened to the public on Februari 1st 2000. Londoners can get around their city by car, by bicycle, on foot or even by boat, but most people use the famous red buses or the underground (‘the tube’).

Jane usually on foot go to her collage everyday. She is one of student with a good academic. Her lecturer will give jane a special offer if she can get a good grade this semester. It will be a good news for her. She will not forget to keep her lecturer credibility. Jane doesn’t  spend time only with go to cinemas, clubs or watch music concert.  Jane learned to manage her finance carefully. She spend her partly time at bakery as a cashier. As much as possible jane fills her sparetime with positive activities.

Jane and me shall spend summer holiday in London next week. We will go to The London Eye, Kensington Garden Square, Thames River, Westminster Abbey, watch One Direction concert in O2 Arena, etc. It will be a good holiday ever. I can’t wait to meet the day!

Notes :
Past Simple
Present Simple
 Future

Jumat, 03 Januari 2014

Cerpen

Pemberian Terindah



“Ibu, bolehkah aku meminta baju baru?” aku menunjukkan selembar halaman mode dari sobekan majalah pembungkus gorengan yang aku beli tadi siang. Saat itu, Ibu baru saja tiba di rumah setelah seharian penuh berada di luar untuk melakukan pekerjaannya.
Ibu mengambil kertas itu kemudian memperhatikan model baju yang aku inginkan, “Ibu tidak punya uang buat membelinya.”
Aku menghela napas. Sudah aku duga kalau ibu akan merespon permohonanku seperti itu. Dari awal aku juga tidak banyak berharap. Aku hanya berusaha mencoba meminta, siapa tahu saja kali ini ibu akan mengabulkan, tapi ternyata jawabnnya masih sama.
Aku mengambil kertas itu kembali dari tangan ibu kemudian membiarkan ibu beristirahat sementara aku kembali ke kamar dan mengerjakan tugas sekolah.
Ibuku sudah berusia 50 tahun. Meskipun belum memasuki usia sebgai seorang lansia, penampilan Ibu lebih tua dari penampilan ibu-ibu yang seumuran darinya.
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Ibu bukan seorang direktur, bukan juga seorang pegawai negeri atau karyawan berpenghasilan jauh di atas UMR.  Ibu hanya seorang tukang es keliling.
Kurang dari tiga tahun lalu, Ayah meninggal dunia. Penyakit kanker yang beliau derita tidak bisa disembuhkan hingga akhirnya ayah pergi meninggalkan aku dan ibu. Kejadian itu cukup membuat aku terpukul. Aku yang saat itu bari saja lulus dari bangku SMP tidak dapat merayakan hari kelulusan dengan ayah, laki-laki yang paling aku kasihi di dunia ini.
Sejak kematian ayah, ibu bekerja semakin keras. Bahkan aku jarang sekali bertemu dengan beliau. Pagi-pagi sekali, sebelum aku bangun biasanya ibu sudah berangkat. Sementara kalau aku sudah tidur, saat itulah ibu baru pulang. Terkadang aku bertahan menunggu ibu pulang kalau aku perlu bicara dengan beliau, contohnya seperti malam ini saat aku mengutarakan keinginanku untuk dibelikan sebuah baju baru. Sebuah permintaan bodoh yang mungkin tidak akan terkabul. Jarang sekali anak perempuan dari seorang tukang es keliling bisa mendapatkan baju baru. Sekali setahun pun belum tentu akan dibelikan.
Hmm...andai saja ada yang mau bertukar posisi denganku, aku akan bersedia dengan senang hati.
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Berkat hasil nilaiku yang selalu bagus setiap tahunnya, aku mendapatkan beasiswa penuh selama tiga tahun yang diberikan oleh sebuah SMA favorit di Jakarta. Kesempatan emas seperti ini tentu saja tidak mungkin aku lewatkan apalagi aku memang  terancam tidak bisa melanjutkan sekolah kalau tidak mendapat beasiswa.
Awalnya, aku merasa senang bisa menjadi salah satu dari sekian banyak siswa yang bersekolah di sini. Tapi nyatanya, aku tidak bisa masuk dalam lingkungan pergaulan mereka. Sampai hari ini, gebap 2 tahun 3 bulan aku mengikuti seluruh kegiatan belajar mengajar yang ada di sekolah tetapi belum ada seorang pun yang bisa berteman dekat denganku. Sebenarnya murid-murid di sini tidak sombong. Tanpa bermaksud untuk menyombongkan diri, sudah menjadi kebiasaan hampir seluruh pelajar di sini terutama yang cewek selalu membhas berbagai barang bermerek yang mereka beli. Entah itu barang fashion terbaru, gadget, sampai tempat-tempat nongkrong high class yang menjadi favorit mereka. Dengan komunitas high class seperti itu, aku sadar diri kalau anak dari seorang tukang cuci keliling tidak bisa bergaul dengan anak direktur, pemilik perusahaan, atau pekerjaan istimewa lainnya.
“Sila..”
Saat aku sedang membaca buku Fisika pada jam istirahat, Raissa datang ke mejaku sambil membawa sebuah undangan yang langsung diberikan padaku saat gadis cantik berwajah indo itu sudah berdiri di depanku. “Ini pesta sweet seventeen aku. Semua teman-teman seangkatan kita akan datang, jadi kamu juga harus datang,” ujar Raissa sambil tersenyum manis sebelum ia pergi menjauhi mejaku untuk membagikan undangan itu pada teman-teman lainnya.
Inilah salah satu alasan kenapa aku tidak mencap teman-teman sekolahku sebagai orang-orang sombong. Meskipun mereka punya banyak uang, mereka selalu mengundangku dengan tulus untuk datang ke pesta senilai puluhan juta rupiah yang mereka adakan. Sejak tahun pertama sampai tahun terakhir aku sekolah, sudah puluhan undangan yang aku terima tapi tidak ada satu acara pun yang aku penuhi. Alasannya klasik, aku tidak punya baju, transportasi, dan tidak punya teman yang asik untuk berpesta.
“Untung mama membelikan aku baju saat sedang liburan ke Paris. Aku bisa memakai baju itu,” suara Selena membuyarkan lamunanku. Ternyata di pojokan kelas, seluruh cewek yang ada di kelasku sedang berkumpul dan seperti biasa, mereka membahas barang-barang mahal yang baru saja dibelikan oleh orang tua mereka.
Ya, seluruh cewek di kelas, kecuali aku.
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“Ibu, kumohon belikan aku baju baru,” aku langsung menghampiri ibu pada malam hari, saat ibu baru saja pulang
Ibu melepas penatnya sambil di atas bangku yang sudah tidak layak pakai lagi.
“Sudah lama aku tidak punya baju baru. Bahkan Natal tahun lalu Ibu juga tidak membelikan baju,” aku mengeluarkan undangan beramplop silver yang Raissa berikan padaku lalu memperlihatkannya pada ibu. “Temanku akan berulangtahun. Aku ingin sekali hadir di pesta itu, tapi aku tidak mungkin datang dengan baju-baju kumal yang ada di kamarku. Belikan aku baju baru, Bu,” tanpa sadar, mataku mulai berkaca-kaca.
Ibu mengambil undangan tersebut, “ Akan Ibu belikan.”
“Ibu serius?!” Aku tersenyum lebar mendengar jawaban ibu. Ini benar-benar di luar dugaanku, aku senang sekali! Saking senangnya aku langsung tertawa girang sambil memeluk ibu dan mengucapkan puluhan kata “terima kasih”.
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Janji ibu untuk membelikan aku baju baru membuat aku jadi lebih bersemangat. aku tidak minder saat sekumpulan cewek-cewek di kelas sedang membuat forum. Bahkan sekali aku ikut dengan mereka. Meskipun tidak terlalu mengerti apa yang sedang mereka bicarakan tetapi itu cukup menghibur.
Beberapa kali aku juga berkhayal tentang pesta ulang tahun Raissa. Di pesta yang megah itu, aku datang dengan penampilan yang jauh berbeda dengan penampilanku sehari-hari. Kemudian tamu-tamu yang yang ada di pesta terpesona melihatku, dan pada bagian acara dansa banayk cowok yang ingin berdansa denganku. Kalau membayangkannya, aku jadi tertawa sendiri.
Akhirnya hari itu tiba. Satu hari sebelum ulang tahun Raissa, hari di mana ibu akan menepati janjinya untuk membawakan baju baru yang aku inginkan. 
Malam itu aku menunggu ibu dengan sabar. Jam hampir menunjukkan pukul sembilan malam saat Ibu datang lalu masuk ke dalam rumah. Aku segera berlari menghampiri ibu lalu mengambil kantong plastik yang ibu pegang.
Seketika senyum riangku berubah menjadi ekspresi kecewa. Aku memperhatikan baju berwarna mencolok dengan motif bunga warna warni dan potongan yang norak. Baju ini lebih pantas disebut dengan daster formal, jauh berbeda dengan gaun malam yang aku inginkan.
“Aku nggak mungkin datang ke pesta dengan baju norak seperti ini!” aku melempar baju baru itu ke lantai sambil berteriak. “Apa Ibu nggak bisa memberikan aku baju yang jauh lebih bagus dari daster seperti ini?! Aku malu, Bu! Teman-teman bisa mengejekku! Mereka bisa berpikir kalau  aku adalah pelayan pesta, bukan tamu!” teriakku sambil menangis.
Ibu berjongkok, mengambil baju yang aku lempar lalu melipatnya tanpa berdiri.
“Aku selalu berusaha jadi anak yang baik! Aku berhasil mendapatkan beasiswa untuk sekolahku, aku juga selalu mendapat peringkat satu di kelas bahkan menjadi siswa terbaik di sekolah! Teman-temanku, yang tidak sepintar aku bisa dengan mudah mendapatkan barang-barang yang mereka inginkan! Tapi kenapa Ibu nggak bisa memenuhi keinginanku? Aku nggak minta baju baru setiap bulan, Bu! Bahkan juga tidak setiap tahun!” aku berteriak sekencang-kencangnya kemudian berlari masuk ke dalam kamarku.
Malam itu aku habiskan dengan menangis. Sampai keesokan paginya, aku terbangun dengan mata sembap dan memutuskan untuk tidak berangkat ke sekolah, juga pesta Raissa.
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Seminggu berlalu sejak hari di mana ibu memberikan aku sebuah baju baru. Sejak malam itu, aku tidak pernah bertemu dengan ibu. Sebenarnya aku sengaja menghindar dari ibu. Aku selalu bangun lebih siang supaya tidak bertemu dengan ibu. Malam harinya pun juga seperti itu.  Aku tidur cepat sebelum ibu pulang.
Pesta ulang tahun Raissa sendiri menajdi topik hangat yang selama satu minggu ini menjadi bahan pembicaraan anak-anak di sekolah. Dari obrolan yang aku dengar, Raissa menghabiskan sekitar seratus juta rupiah untuk pesta ulang tahunnya. Mulai dari menyewa ballroom di hotel berbintang lima, sekaligus katering yang disediakan oleh hotel tersebut yang tentunya dengan koki-koki berkualitas tinggi dengan makanan ala hollywood. Belum lagi gaun malam warna brokenwhite yang dibeli langsung dari Milan sebagai hadiah ulang tahun dari ayahnya.
Sekarang aku benar-benar tidak menyesali keputusanku untuk tidak datang ke acara itu. Kalau aku datang dengan ‘daster formal’ pemberian ibu, aku hanya akan menjadi seorang gembel yang bisa masuk ke dalam hotel berbintang. Memalukan.
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”Bu, beli esnya ya satu,” suara nyaring seorang anak kecil mengalihkan perhatianku yang siang itu sedang berjalan menuju rumah sepulang sekolah.
Aku cukup terkejut saat melihat lawan bicara anak tersebut. Seorang wanita setengah baya yang tampak lelah dengan baju lusuh dan kulit yang menggosong akibat paparan sinar matahari mendorong gerobak es yang beratnya tidak seringan yang terlihat oleh mata.
Wanita itu adalah ibuku.
Setelah selesai membuat pesanan anak kecil tersebut, ibu segera mendorong gerobak esnya menuju pangkalan selanjutnya di Sekolah Dasar yang jaraknya tidak terlalu jauh. Ini pertama kalinya aku melihat ibu bekerja, mendorong gerobak es dengan semangatnya yang tidak pernah luntur oleh paparan sinar matahari yang selalu dia dapatkan setiap harinya.
Sebelum ibu meninggalkan pangkalannya lebih jauh, au membuntuti ibu dari jauh secara diam-diam. Aku seakan bisa mendengar hembusan napas ibu  yang terputus-putus, namun ibu tetap semangat mendorong gerobak esnya di  tengah jalan raya yang cukup ramai. Saat jalanan menanjak  ibu harus mendorong gerobak dengan sekuat tenaga. Bisa kubayangkan, aku yang hanya berjalan biasa saja kelelahan harus berjalan menanjak seperti ini, apalagi ibu yang harus mendorong beban yang lumayan berat.
Meski begitu, seolah tidak merasa lelah sedikit pun, ibu tetap melanjutkan pekerjaannya untuk menjajakan dagangannya supaya habis terjual.
Sebenarnya aku ingin segera menghampiri ibu lalu memeluknya, tapi entak kenapa kakiku terasa berat untuk melangkah mendekati ibu. Aku malah menyetop sebuah angkot yang akan membawaku kembali pulang ke rumah.
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Jam sudah menunjukkan pukul sembilan malam. Aku yang malam itu sedang belajar sama sekali tidak konsen dengan materi yang sedang aku baca. Aku terus memikirkan ibu, cemas kenapa sampai jam segini ibu belum juga pulang.
Kalau mengingat apa yang kulihat tadi siang, aku benar-benar menyesal. Aku terus memaki diri sendiri, merasa bersalah karena tidak bisa menjadi seorang anak yang baik.
Selang beberapa menit, tiba-tiba mataku tertuju pada baju terusan berwarna mencolok dengan motif bunga warna-warni yang terlipat rapih di atas bangku. Aku langsung terbayang kejadian satu minggu lalu saat ibu memberikan baju itu padaku tapi aku malah melemparnya lalu membentak ibu.
Aku harus mencari Ibu! Ujarku dalam hati. Tanpa pikir panjang lagi aku segera berlari ke luar dari rumah. Aku terus melangkah, padahal aku sendiri tidak tahu harus mencari ibu ke mana. Semua ekspresi wajah ibu baik saat beliau tersenyum, tertawa, sedih, kecewa, marah, terbayang olehku.
“Ibuuuuuuuuuuu!!!” aku berteriak sekencang-kencangnya sambil menangis.
Satu jam berlalu, tetapi aku belum menemukan ibu. Aku memutuskan untuk berjalan pulang ke rumah dengan kepala tertunduk dan mata bengkak.
Jagalah Ibumu dengan baik. Buat Ibu bahagia dan merasa bangga padamu. Ayah percayakan itu padamu.
Kalimat yang ayah ucapkan sebelum ayah meninggal itu samar-samar terdengar di telingaku, seolah ayah ada disampingku untuk membisikan kembali kalimat itu.
“Maafkan aku, Ayah,”  ucapku dengan suara pelan yang nyaris tidak terdengar.
Begitu kakiku melangkah memasuki ujung jalan, aku menegakkan kepalaku dan melihat ibu sedang mendorong gerobak es beberapa meter di depanku.
Aku mengucek mata berkali-kali untuk memastikan bahwa yang aku lihat adalah kenyataan. Yang aku lihat adalah Ibuku yang baru saja pulang berjualan.
“Sila? Sedang apa kamu malam-malam begini? Biasanya kamu sudah tidur?” tanya ibu yang kini sudah berdiri tepat di depanku dengan wajah yang penuh keringat. Meski begitu, tidak ada ekspresi lelah yang ibu tunjukkan. Yang ada hanyalah ekspresi yang menggambarkan betapa bersyukur dan semangatnya ibu dalam menjalani kehidupan.
Aku memeluk Ibu dengan erat lalu menangis lega dalam pelukannya. “Maafkan aku Ibu,” bisikku.
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Sabtu pagi, aku dan ibu berkunjung ke makam ayah yang jaraknya tidak terlalu jauh dari tempat tinggal kami. Ibu membelikan seikat bungan mawar merah lalu menancapkan tangkai mawar itu di dekat batu nisan ayah.
Ayahku adalah pria yang sangat beruntung , Ayah memiliki seorang pendamping hidup yang begitu setia  dan hebat, yaitu ibuku!
Hari itu, Ibu memutuskan untuk libur berdagang es karena hampir dua minggu belakangan ini ibu selalu bekerja keras bahkan di hari Sabtu dan Minggu. Tapi hari ini, aku menghabiskan waktu berdua bersama ibu ke makam ayah dengan memakai daster formal pemberian Ibu.
“Jangan seperti Ibu. Ibu tidak sekolah jadi tidak pintar. Ibu terus berdoa agar kamu bisa berjodoh dengan laki-laki yag setia, baik hati dan cerdas,” kata ibu sambil menelusuri jalan. “Belajarlah yang rajin, pertahankan prestasi yang sudah kamu dapatkan supaya nanti setelah dewasa, kamu tidak perlu mengalami hidup seperti sekarang. Kamu harus bisa memberikan kehidupan yang jauh lebih baik buat anak-anakmu. Jangan hidup seperti Ibu,” lanjut  Ibu sambil tersenyum.
Sepanjang hari  Sabtu itu aku habiskan hanya berdua dengan ibu. Untuk pertama kalinya Ibu mentraktir aku makan di sebuah restoran sederhana dan membelikan aku dress warna putih yang sangat cantik. Meski aku terus-terusan menolak, ibu tetap membelikannya. Kata ibu, inilah hasil kerja sepanjang hari yang telah ibu lakukan, sekaligus sebagai hadiah karena aku telah menjadi anak yang berprestasi.

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